Update on my Abi-time

Since my friends from Texas are not able to understand my German posts I am going to write in English. I do hope my German friends don't mind and can understand what I want to say. If not, please contact me and let me know.

On Thursday I wrote my very first final exam. It was the pedagogy-exam. Honestly, I was really really nervous and excited since there was so much to know and to keep in mind. I studied all day long both days before the final. And yet, I had the feeling I didn't know anything.
On exam-day I went to school at about 7.45 am. I had dreamed at night I would be late for the exam and not permitted to choose which exam I want to write (we could choose one out of three exams). So, in my dream I failed.
I was supposed to be at school at 8.30 am. Being there early took away the fear of being too late.
Standing in front of the room I was definitely thinking about running away. My stomach felt sick and my head like a strong storm had blown through and taken away my knowledge!
When I finally sat on my seat (a window seat, yeeahh!) and read the three exams I could choose, I felt a lot better. My knowledge was back in my head and I wasn't nervous at all! So cool!

I wrote a lot -my arm can tell, it hurt so bad afterwards, I could hardly grab things- and the time was still not enough! The unusal situation with pedagogy-exams.
I hope it is good though and that I don't have to go into the after-examination.

I am now feeling a lot better. Felt like a big big stone fell off of me. The next exams are already close but I am a lot more relaxed.
Hopefully it'll work as it does with the first exam. We'll see.

Keep your fingers crossed for me and please keep me in your prayers.